:DTuesday, April 21, 2009' 9:05 PM
So what if i argue with my parents yesterday ? Haha ! Lots of thinking went pass my mind . So ? It was just a sorry yet till NOW i still very reluctant to say . Haha ?! Where is the use to be me which was so timid man ! Ohmy , I can't stand myself being so ! ): Perhaps once a month of time ? Haha ! Forget it lah ! I'm really not pin-hoping anymore . It's more to be like got body no heart no soul . Haha ?! Dammit ! Maybe i'm too sensitive ! So be it !~ Erm , go ahead & be as busy as you can . I'm just so gonna go home & rest . Too tired to think , too tired to want you . Things aren't the way I want . It's changing to more & more like object . Haha ! ): Smile & Laughters all around me , I can tag on with it too ! But , do i really feel it deep down inside ? The feeling of something is coming back again . I don't like it but so what ? Haha ! I don't wanna care anymore lah !~ Haha ! I'm just happy with what I've now ! (: People texting me , talking to me , etcetc . Sometimes i don't even want your presence ! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAA ! ~ Sound so incredible ! But , I'm sick of thinking what I always think . Haha ! It didn't feel the same ever since the blog was started ! (: Go ahead , You're treating me more & more like noOne but look like substitute ! Haha ! Sorry if I'm wrong . But , shuddup to people who read this . Fucking tell him & I'm speechless , Well , whatever it is I'm prepared I think (:
