:DThursday, September 24, 2009' 7:12 PM
So what , thousands & millions of so what ?
Day by day , O level is nearer & nearer . What am I still doing ? I think I'm not doing anything to help myself . I'm just dehydrated . Maybe not now but soon . Moving on ? Maybe yes , maybe not . But , studies is really a heartpain for me . 4subjects = 20pts . WOW , the fifth subject a 5 also impossible . Forget it lah , I feel so tired chiong-ing . English is a disappointment . Got to work on it , maths is moving on but heartpain , Science is dying dropping hanging , Humanities is atrocious . Don't feel like continuing , moving , just stuck ! I'm so sleepy ! ~ English maths science biology poa humans mothertongue . Grrr , I'm just so gonna surrender . Gonna go back for extra extra extra one week , follow by lots of extra coaching from teacher . Teacher is summoning me back !~ Well , I'm sleeping late now a day . Feeling tired tired really tired .
Having own problems is already one headache , but adding others' problems to my own is even stupid-er . Gosh , I don't feel like elaborating but , this made me totally don't feel like schooling . I don't know why , but I don't feel like being a center person neither do I wanna be a messenger . I can help but , I don't wanna be bad person . I don't a relationship to end because of me . I don't feel like interfering people's relationship . But , to my concern is academic . Well , maybe I shouldn't get myself involve since my result suck like shit . I shall work on . Move on , but friend ; study please .
Ohyes , HappySeventeenBirthdayAshley ! (:
